Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Old Ghosts

I have an old deed done by me, haunting me like a ghost.....

I knew this girl........ Somewhere down the line, had feelings for her. So i did this secret admirer thing for some time. After a stupid mistake, she found out.. So I asked her out then & there. She turned me down....

So I went through this weeping phase. After some time I, shockingly, found that my feelings for her is actually quite close to hatred!!!! Wierdly & discustingly, I happened to prefer the whole hatred mindset than the weeping one.

Now, after many months, she became a close friend of mine & I hate myself for feeling that way!!! So I deeply regret the whole scene.... & if she is reading this, I just want to say I'm Sorry!!!

Unfortunately, I can't time travel & change what's already happened.........

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